• 10:03 Uber jealous of my boyfriend. #
• 10:23 Omg, i might as well walk home, sean's mom is the worst and slowest driver ever. MUST GET LICENSE. #
• 10:25 It doesnt help that we're on the verge of having rain here #
• 10:35 @rosepants: super jealous redbull and vodka, ftw! #
• 11:44 Top 3 weekly #lastfm artists: David Bowie - 44. Animal Collective - 41. Funkadelic - 31. bit.ly/IMrt #
• 12:28 twitpic.com/l1fq6 - #
• 13:18 Playing Guitar Hero: Metallica. raptr.com/tinypaperplane #
• 13:48 Playing The Beatles: Rock Band. raptr.com/tinypaperplane #
• 15:25 I think i know what i want for christmas...-nudges sean- #
• 16:49 Playing Tetris Splash. raptr.com/tinypaperplane #
• 17:03 Playing Halo 3. raptr.com/tinypaperplane #
• 04:59 bit.ly/OJ69M see? even myans are saying 2012 isnt the end! #
• 06:45 @nonojusco: mehhh its the weather. #
• 07:57 @dannywasadiver: i miss going to chruch with you. Whatever that was called hah #
• 09:39 i think i need to go to rehab, for excessive mint candy consumption. #
• 09:50 @tetrakin: but theyre so yummy *A* #

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FINALLY GOT MY FIRST TATT.


( August )

i've come to the conclusion that i will not be ACTUALLY posting daily things, but montly "currents" since i'm really bad at updating this thing, and that way you guys can KINDA keep up with me, i guess. lol


( June )

i'm extremely high, its almost 4 in the morning, and i just finished doing this:





and i got high with sean and the cat so here's two videos of me.






whatever, suck my non existant penis, i cant sleep.

okay okay, so i've been lazy, just lurking around LJ, lolling, getting high, going to work, watching good movies/listening to music. valentine's day itself was really nice, but not until the end of the day, since sean had work 10am-4pm and i had 4pm-11pm. so we didnt see each other all day, but it made it worth it.


( TONS OF PICTURES )

bloop, i'm high. how is everyone?


spill the beans.



-ana maria.

TMI. and i'm high.


even though i dont want to have kids for a few years, it scares me to fucking death that the fact i probably am infertile.



i got my first pap smear, worst experience, all the stupid fucking waiting, shivering in a tissue outfit for an hour, JUST to do something that took like 30 seconds, and for some reason the doctor mustve thought it'd be funny to stick her stupid fucking fingers in my ass.




FUCKING CHRIST.




valentine's was awesome. sean got me two books, (an herbalist book and the tibetan book of the dead and rebirth), a copy of tarzan on DVD, weed, and a whole lot of lovins. ^_^





alright, time for bed.

there is where i'll be from now on.


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here's a picture to catch your attention:




sean took this when i fell asleep >_<;;


-ana maria.

its sunday morning, just rolled my first j (haha, i'm more of a bong girl) and i'm playing with the cat downstairs.





i wonder where everyone is.



-ana maria.

i'm high as a kite right now.



long story short,last night i had crazy sex with sean, we came twice, and we were getting stoned at the same time.




i took the most bad ass bong rips while riding on top.





TMI!!!!??!?!?










i dont care. -shrugs-.

okay so i stole this from tracey, but its fun. i think i might do this more often.


` CURRENT CLOTHES -




` CURRENT MOOD - snuggly warm, should be tired, might have to smoke to sleep.

` CURRENT MUSIC -

` CURRENT TASTE -

` CURRENT MAKE UP - None

` CURRENT HAIR - a huge mullet-y mess.

` CURRENT ANNOYANCE - my hair, not being able to sign into PAWS, so i can sign up for classes. and i cant find my cigarette roller.

` CURRENT SMELL - our bodies.

` CURRENT THING - my white lighter, so trusty.

` CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE -

` CURRENT FAVORITE ARTIST - ah, thats hard to say right now. i've been playing alot of bob dylan lately.

` CURRENT FAVORITE BAND(S) - devendra banhart, led zeppelin, the beatles (always).

` CURRENT BOOK - sadly, none.

` CURRENT CD - in the car...i think we have tilly and the wall. i'm not sure.

` CURRENT MOVIE - i really wanna see that cheesy ass 3d horror in theaters, and i wanted to see slumdog millionaire, but i dont think its playing anymore.

` CURRENT REFRESHMENT - nothing.

` CURRENT RINGTONE - when called, its "freedom skit" by MIA, and when texted its "wanted dead or alive" by peter tosh, but i've been whoring the pineapple express ost.

` CURRENT CELLPHONE WALLPAPER -



` CURRENT WORRY - school, work. worrying over job opp as lifeguard.

` CURRENT CRUSH - aside from the perm crush i got on sean, i gots one on james franco

` CURRENT CELEBRITY(S) - anyone nerdy, shia lebeouf, michael cena, the dude who plays peter pertrelli in heroes, james franco, seth rogen...

` CURRENT TEMPERATURE - 38°

` CURRENT SONG - "4" - hello! seahorse!

` CURRENT GAME - i SHOULD be playing tetris with sean.

` CURRENT SITE - some vegetarian community on LJ.

` CURRENT RADIO STATION - ...

` CURRENT ACTIVITY - Reading.

` CURRENT MOTTO - "To be nobody but yourself, in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you like everybody else, means to fight the hardest battle any human being can fight; and never stop fighting." - E.E. Cummings

woo, how uneventful the past couple days have kinda been. work is getting slower, i hate it. sure, its nice to take it easy at work, but i need money. i already miss tim and brandi, and all the penalties. haha, i feel kind of bad for not taking pictures lately, but i'm in between haircuts, and i dont want the nasty mullet i have at the moment to be recorded. soon enough i can get a 35mm adapter for my holga, since i'm tired of her just sitting around, collecting dust. i cant wait to crack open my fisheye2 camera, and get snappin. with the next few paychecks i want to get the submarine for my fisheye, the ringflash for both, and a 35mm adapter for the holga.








if i get this stuff off of the lomo site, it'd cost me 153 all together. O_O;;


with that aside, school is going alright, i wanna transfer to wayne's beauty college, cuz SBC is way too ghetto for my liking and i really dislike their methods of teaching. i just hope i dont have to pay any huge amounts of money or anything, its the last thing i need. i might be taking some hartnell classes, if all else fails. well not much else to say for now, i suppose.

what a day.



i wish i had my camera, well i wish i'd get around to recharging my batteries. lol well i did some more christmas shopping, i bought tim and brandi's present and rest of my gifts from sean's grandparents, a fisheye2 camera and a pot culture book. and then i went to forever 21 and got a fedora with a peacock feather in it. yesterday was tons of fun, getting high, playing in neptune's kingdom, playing mini golf, sean won over me by like...9 strokes i think, rawr. i miss that feeling of being with friends. these next couple of weeks arent too bad, for sean and i. and sean just bought an eighth so him and i are content now ^_^;;

man, last night was a blast. ever since going to the scientology church with sean, tim, brandi, and hana, i've fallen in love with these guys. and NO, we went to the church for a religions of the world class project thingy. i dunno, i left school early that day so i can catch in on some of that action. such a horrible place, but i had fun drilling the tour guide with tim, sean, and hana. :P


i didnt do much for halloween, but i DID find my wallet BAHAHA.

after sean getting out of work, we headed over to tim and brandi's place. hana's already there, we take jello shots, from what i last remmebered sean had 5 techincally (i erased two just to see if anyone would notice) i had 4, tim had like 8 (he started before we did anyway) and brandi had a couple. then we got fucking blown and watched critters and pumpkin head. then hana left around 1am, and then sean, tim and i started playing golden eye and super smash brothers. but then i started falling asleep around almost 3, and then we realized sean's car was gone. they had towed it because supposedly we didnt park in a proper place, but i swear that we did. so there's 250 down the drain.



okay, i'm babbling now. time to clean up some more and a nap.






-dies-



-ana maria.

HOLY SHIT I'M POSTING!!!1!1!


yeah yeah, i know. i've been so busy lately, and being the huge stoner that i am, i get lazy about documenting my life. weird to think that i used to write in a LJ almost three times a day, every day. and now with school and work, its really busting my ass, and it makes me a little sad that i dont see much of anyone anymore. school consists of:


TUE-SAT 8am-3pm


and work is

TUE/THUR/SAT/SUN 6-11 (but since school and work is across the street from each other, and i have no way home for downtime between 3 and 6, i'm going to tell them to work me 4-11.)



;o; sooooo tiring. so my ONLY actual day off is on mondays. D: bleeeh, doing this for 10 months is gonna be hard. i havent even been at foster freeze for ten months, and it feels like i've been there for fucking ages. blah blah blah i just ran out of shit to talk about really. i mean for halloween, i'm dressing up as sean, in his work clothes. y/n? if not, i was going to slick my hair back, wear all black and just paint my face up like a sugar skull, and go get a fake rose and stick it in my hair.




ah, i just wanna give out candy and shit this year anyway. :P




-ana maria.

last night was amazing.


working out, sweating, swimming, and smoking up. such a wonderful night, and i'm listening to your mix cd sean. its so beautiful. i cant wait to start school at the salinas beauty college. i'll be starting the 14th, and doing full time, i'll be out by june or so. i hope i can be out my may or so, since i dont wanna ask fanimecon off and put my final testing or whatever will happen towards the end of my training. ya know? make sense? i just waked and baked, i finished off what we left from last night. it makes me feel kinda closer to sean knowing he smokes with me. i feel kinda bad though, because he always kinda was against smoking weed, since he's seen what its done to his parents and shit. but as long as he doesnt do it very habitualy, then i think he'll be fine.
:]



-ana maria.

holy shit i just wondered, HOW COME SOME STONER GIRLS ARE UNBELIEVEABLY SKINNY?


i just got back into thinspo and that sort of jazz. i really hate my fucking ugly body right now. it pisses me off that its bad enough i gained like 10 lbs while being unemployed, but now i've tried to lose that. but i've only gained more. ugh. dont post about how you think i'm pretty blah blah blah. i'm tired, and fuck i cant even type. i wanna just not eat anymore and just get high all day.



and then go to beauty school and make myself rich.


the end.



whatever.



-ana maria.

sooo so so so so sorry that i never post anymore. nothing really exciting happens and/or i'm just plain lazy. well, i cut my hair. its awesome, but i'm dying it today back to my natural color. i have orientation for wayne's beauty college today. i have another orientation for salinas' beauty college, but thats on the 25th, which blows because i have a feeling wayne's would start earlier, and i dont wanna end up jumping into wayne's just cuz it starts earlier and end up finding out salinas' was cheaper. and i dont wanna wait around a whole semester just to see if salinas' is cheaper either if it DOES start earlier. bleeh, and i have a new partner, her name's tegan. for some odd reason, i've picked up on smoking the devil's lettuce once again.





she's so cute ^_^

oh! and sean got his hair cut too. he looks 34728332948 times more adoreable than he did before. :D


ugh i wish i wrote entries like this everyday. or so. raaaaaawr. i'm up way early.



-ana maria.